To My Husband

So many times I have prayed and cried
That you could see yourself threw my eyes
It hurts me so deep inside to know
That I am the only person intent on helping you grow
All the crap that you have been handed isn't you
All the crap that you have been told it isn't true
You are a gift to me given straight from above
And I am doing all that I can to give you nothing but love
There was a time just not too long ago
When I wasn't sure where this was going to go
I spent nights crying tossing and turning
Praying to the Lord that this was just another lesson we were learning
Please God I screamed bring him back to me
I will do what ever it takes just to make him happy
I screamed at Him "you made me a promise, we had a deal"
Little did I know what was happening was the real
The real part of life not just the crap that people pretend
The kind of stuff that will make or break you in the end
I am proud, not just proud but honored to say
That I have a real man and you showed me yourself that day
Things that I prayed for in my quiet place
Were brought to light right in front of my face
Sometimes I know you wish that you could do more
Understand though that is what I was given to you for
You are more than enough for me just continue to grow
Seek God in prayer and everything you need He'll show
I know that times are hard and it get's a little tough
But with God's love and hard work we will have more than enough
Even when you can't believe in your self just know that I do
And with God on our side we'll always be able to get threw
Thank you for loving me even with all of my mess
Thank you for fighting for me when our love was put to the test
I know there are times when it would be easier to walk away
I know that there were times when I wasn't sure if you'd stay
So many people said it was over before it began
But I knew that there was nothing coming between me and my man
There will be times of pain and sadness, times of anger bordering rage
Times when I will have to remind you to grow up and to act your age
Times when you will wonder if this is it, is it really all worth it
Times when you will love me unconditional even when I don't deserve it
I know that you are my hearts every desire, my dream come true
And I pray with my everything that I am all of that for you
I know that God put me on this earth to be for you to be your wife
And that I will do with my all for the rest of my life!